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Verse Poem 23

This morning there was a regime change. This year is the 2026 Midterm Election in United States of America. In the spirit of democracy and absolute insanity, here’s a poem to inaugurate 2026. Anyway, let me know what you think if you decide to read it.

This is an Election Year
And you’ve gone crazy, forgetting 
saints and forgiving demons, 
resurrecting legions of liars
then watching frothing mouths
start stampedes in Gadsden
while bucking the flag—those
asses and elephants make
flagrant faux-pas as they rule
and rue our days, turning us 
unto ourselves as Brutus; 
our Ides of March are the march of
idles worshiping idols—
we are the greatest of all
American assassinations,
the theatrically suicidal 
society stabbing itself
and claiming victory while
bleeding red white and blue—
this is an election year,
and honesty’s taboo, riots
aren’t new, we don’t know what’s
true, yet the Republic rests 
on you.

January 3, 2026

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Verse Poem 22

To hell with sequence, I say! My wife had surgery recently and it tore me apart–she is totally fine but my OCD was absolutely insane, hence the delay. So, I wrote this poem while in a very strange mood and it doesn’t sound like anything typical. I will try to post something more “typical” next week, but, as I said, to hell with sequence!, so who knows? Anyway, let me know what you think about this poem if you decide to read it.

I Crave a Nest in the Wall
Burrowed within the softest fiberglass,
Surrounded by newspaper, yarn scraps,
And twigs as fine as string, nestled as a
Singing bowl of my silence, echoing 
Only the ringing in my ears, what’s left
Of conversations in the past life:
Piercing, stinging, prodding—just
A background buzzing reminder
That my life remains, yet, subdued,
Warmed, cocooned, now close to you. 

I would watch you stare at our wall, alone,
Comforted by mutual loneliness—
The fact of our lives, intertwined and
Untouchable—my feeling for you will remain
Ethereal, even as you demystify yourself
In the mundane, becoming naked and 
More beautiful than I have words for,
And when you dress, I will have nothing
But the lies you give to your friends,
And family, whatever is left of them. 

When you are gone, I will collect
The fragments of your soul, trinkets
You will have forgotten, been unmarried to;
Ribbons, flecks of food, flaxen locks,
While whispering my warding mantra
I will take selfishly but selflessly enough
That I was never there, just invisible feet which
Cannot wake the dog; I undisturb your
Dwelling, telling the echoing walls all
The secrets you've hidden from yourself. 

I will know when you return from work
And will be excited not to kiss you
But love you all the more as you undress,
Destress, and express an honesty which
We both were ignorant of before this day—
I will chitter in the walls with excitement
But I know you'll call an exterminator 
If you were to find me, so I lay upon my nest
Of your unmissed things and watch, 
Waiting for you to forget about me—
So that we can both co-exist in peace.

December 3, 2025

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Verse Poem 21

I’m breaking sequence again but I had this sort revelation of perception recently. I’ve known this is true for sometime but something just sort of clicked during this conversation about the many perceptions of life and how different it can be with versus without mental illness. Anyway, let me know what you think about this poem if you decide to read it.

Good News!
Have you been informed that not everyone
Cries for 4 hours at a time, that it is somewhat atypical
To be paralyzed in the prone position for 13 hours,
To fall asleep, spend another 14 hours fetally, feebly,
And weepily grinding your soul to its core through
Death threats (as suicidal ideation and idealization),
To feel the affirmation of guilt that all you’ve built, loved, and
Been loved by will cry, if you were to die, so you don’t die,
But hope that’s somehow a lie and stay lying down until
You go to work on Monday and smile and laugh,
Love and desire, feel empathy, and aspire, all while 
You conspire to hide how desperately depressed you are-- 
That it’s actually not normal to not accept sympathy because you
Seem a symphony of perfection and production, not self-
Destruction, but a modicum of a man, coworker, boss, friend,
Yet feel a fiend and later scream out your self-esteem until
Your throat is numb, driving and barely deciding not to hear
The call of the void chiding you, confiding in you, dividing you, 
Yet you take the exit not the tree at 124 mph knowing that 
The same sweat-soaked, yellowed sheet and mattress
Will be the same ones you cry yourself to sleep in
Again, and again, and again, and again, and again, forever--
Did you know that not everyone does that?

October 7, 2025

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Verse Poem 20

Hello all,

This is not the next in the sequence of 5, I’ll get back to them soon, but I wrote this the other day and it’s a uplifting, sort of, kind of poem, which is a nice change. I hesitate to say uplifting though because I don’t think it’s all completely positive, it’s just a narrative on the progress of medication and my experience with it thus far. Anyway, let me know what you think about this poem if you decide to read it.

Best,

JCO

Medicated
Now that obsessive compulsions are ordered,
And the disorder’s replaced by this new world order,
I’m no longer a hoarder of intrusive thought,
Exclusive only to abuses which made me seclusive;
Now obsessions are obfuscated while I’m sedated
On Busbars--I’m not lurking in bars, or driving cars
Too quick to silence the bitch, to satiate that itch
To lock the door, to do better and more, more, more;
Now that compulsions have faced their expulsion,
I am an emulsion of meditation and healthy contemplation,
No longer complacent in the impatient hatred of 
Nascent thoughts that robots ought to call cold;
Now intrusive intrusions are mostly delusions,
Fluvox fought them and got them gone, though
My doubt never counts them out—but little bouts
Of insanity are just my vanity and lack of faith in my humanity;
Medication is my healthy manifestation, my mind’s
Salvation from the temptation, the devastation of
OCD and the actuality of my mentality without it.

September 26, 2025

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Verse Poem 19

Hello all,

This is the next of the sequence of 5 poems I like. I wrote this after getting too drunk but, luckily, I did not suffer quite as terribly as the subject of this–quite intense–poem. Anyway, let me know what you think if you decide to read it.

Best,

JCO

B.A.C or Blood Alcohol Conflict
I’m a puddle of blood scabbed pale,
An erected defect of dogpiling flesh, 
Muscle, and bone--a biology of bile,
Spit, and shit laying in the aisle, leaking sex 
And fumigating pheromones wet to the touch; 
I’m a moistened madness of heavy breasts, 
Dark desire—feverish, with a fire inside, 
A fading red-hot coal lump barrumping on,
Thumping, humping, hoping to fill ethylated veins
Feigning life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness, 
Pumping a sappy mess through spidered flesh 
Which bursts as boils fresh on a face pocked by 
Pustules picked and plucked--totally fucked--
A metabolic cholic frolics about my gut, 
Discharging discharge in a deluge—
My drunken delusion this was some sort of 
Solution is now my dissolution, 
As saturated blood is supersaturated, 
And as my life is evaporated:
Inebriated, I aspirate until 
Asphyxiated, still completely 
fixated on anything 
else.

September 10, 2025

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Prose Poem 7
Hello all,

I wrote a bunch of really gross and disturbing poems recently and I’m really a very big fan of all of them, which is unusual. Typically, I am very critical of my own work and only like 1 poem of every 10 but I like all 5 I wrote in the last month or so. This is the only prose poem and probably the most intensely sexual (and I think a little silly too), so this one is sort of unique. Anyway, let me know what you think about this poem if you decide to read it.

Best,

JCO
```
I Think I Love You
I want to squeeze you until you squelch and squeal, squeak inhuman biology from your squishy anatomy, suffocate those breasts with my suctioned zeal, hear the veiny surround sound of swishing Capulet platelets, the blood of my Montague-y fascination, our gooey manifestation--I want my nostrils streaming, squishing, squelching into your supple sternum, cracking under pressure, until my embrace destroys my face, your spine squeegees like a towel twisted as my fisted fingers, laced, crush closer to my face, and then at last  I hear your deathly embrace as there is no space left between us.
```
September 5, 2025

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Verse Poem 18
Hello all,

I got married, went on my honey moon, and spent a lovely summer with my wife. That’s why I have not been posting at all the last 2 months–but I am happy to get back into it. I wrote several poems in the last few months and edited a few short stories I’m working on but I decided to post something a little different. This is a poem I wrote in high school or very early on in college about a regretful marriage and I post it now because I feel the complete, absolute opposite sentiment of this poem, thank God. Anyway, let me know what you think about this poem if you decide to read it.

Best,

JCO
```
Eternal Regret
With breath the smell of fresh-laid dung, 
A loving kiss I grant resistant; 
While charming is her serpent tongue, 
I often wish it keeps quite distant; 
A face of green, and boiled strewn, 
She leaks and reeks but all to often; 
And in the silver gleaming moon, 
I dream, I dream, she finds a coffin; 
I know, I know she troubles so, 
With that wretched hair and putrid stare, 
That widdle-waddle of a sow, 
But yes, you’re right, my cross to bear: 

Her presence will always linger 
For I put the ring on her finger.
```
August 25, 2025

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Verse Poem 17

Hello all,

I get married this weekend, which is very exciting, so here is a little poem I wrote about a bird I saw in my backyard before it flew away. Anyway, let me know what you think about this poem, if you decide to read it.

Best,

JCO

Ruffled Feathers
The yellow yolk eyed 
Ink blot black bird has 
Spectacular specular 
Reflection (misdirection 
Of light) shining bright— 
Its tail and torso 
Caped by a more-so blue nape; 
Its head a dream of purple 
Sheened plumage pristine, 
This branch perched beaute beams—
Until the ink blot bruises  
And fuses black with blue breast, 
Hemorrhaging its chest 
Screeching a request 
Unknown, and chirping, flies off.

May 23, 2025

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Verse Poem 16

Hello all,

Back to regular verse poetry with a fairly intense one that maybe will ruffle some feathers. This is a strange and sort of taboo topic but I think I love to center my poetry around degeneracy, so this seemed perfect. Anyway, let me know what you think about this poem, if you decide to read it.

Best,

JCO

Only Fans Organism 
I am covered in viscous desire, 
Again, under a pool of my own mire, 
Like an oil fire floating at sea, slippery, 
As it lies there on this belly of a liar 
Vying for self control—I cannot console 
Myself, can’t scratch that itch except to bankroll 
The witch that cast this curse on my flesh and purse—
Her Only Fans hurts--fanning the flattering flames 
Of her by splattering on myself, yet the 
Battering by my fist cannot extinguish 
The desire, and I languish over that same ire, 
The inextinguishable fire which burns for soothe, 
But within this masturbatory booth of ignorant youth, 
I find our purgatory and collective truth: 
We are all stuck in this fucking muck, shlucking but 
Never fucking and awe-struck by those running amok, 
Selling sin to those within while they’re without,
Not experiencing drought while we black out 
To them getting blown out until we come to, 
Tissue the residue and revert, unable 
To refrain—we strain and strain, yet: they remain.

May 13, 2025

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Prose Poem 6

Hello all,

As promised, I am posting a second poem for this week. I have an alternative title for this called: “The Facetious Beseech Us” and I like that way better but I don’t want to sound too pretentious so I’m sticking with the original. I have been having the same thoughts over and over again about the lack of appreciation for consequences or empathy among so many people today, so I decided I’d write the poem below. Anyway, let me know what you think about this poem, if you decide to read it.

We Just Do What We Feel
Inside us are just reactions, perspectives—good and evil are just feeble definitions of silly people, misguided and divided, therefore right from wrong cannot be decided so why would anyone worry about the immoral when we’re amoral, anything goes, so we’ll quarrel with the teacher, the preacher, yell at our son from the bleacher because our mood justifies being rude—we’re not deluded, not everyone is suited for the brave new world like us, not ready to eschew meaning for booze, fake news, and permanently disgruntled attitudes--we’re emotionally avaricious and just as vicious over the fictitious wrongs we’d never right but we obsess over the fight, even delight in the misery we wrought--but that’s just what we ought to do, our emotional bona fides are deep within our bones and it just feels right--yet, most won't realize our insincere sincerities downside: disingenuous genius has deceived us into believing Jesus was beneath us, instead, compassion for passion‘s sake is to be our only bastion because introspection’s now out of fashion—what is to consider when we’re brought up inconsiderate, illiterate, and generally full of it--rules and regulations in a confused nation are in need of arbitration, else you’ll feel the devastation of our terrible generation on the rise so say your goodbyes and greet your demise, we’ll see you on the other side.

April 17, 2025

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